So the depression is doing its best to kick my ass.
Now I have some advantages.
I exercise all the fucking time.
So that helps.
I keep really busy.
That helps.
I have the respect of very many
people I work with.
That helps.
but my mind wanders,
wanders in dark places.
So many dark places.
There are so many
dark places for my mind to wander.
I fight the depression.
I fight.
Every day.
Every day.
crap
All crap
I swim in a pool of shit
i feel it taste it
on my skin
in my mouth in the back of my throat
i hate
i fucking hate
so much
so much
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